I suck! FML! really hate myself..I finally understand y ppl have bad /wrong perseption of me..all leads to my own attitude..my big mouth ..gawd! How I wish I can loose my voice or cut my tongue off..but still I try my best to put a smile on my face..really hate my big big mouth!
I'm not wise enough I guess..I din look through things..too naive..n trusting ppl to easily..in simple words..I'm FOOLISH!
time to change..
I should stop walking in the flesh,
Look beyond words
See through the heart
Choose friends wisely
Change my attitude!,
Stop my big blabbering mouth!
With big mouth + trusting ppl too easily = finding myself trouble
Well ppl have to learn from mistakes..this world is untrustable..I'm now awake.. :\
hmm..a bulb with a speech bubble saying ''hey bitch! This is reality! Suck on tht!'' :( I just feel so stupid..
Well from now on I'll surely try my best to talk less..nth good to say I better nt say , cause less trouble..
aish..upset of myself..wad kinda ppl am I? Why did I exist?! If I die no one cares..heck, some will feel happy..
Anyways..a thousand apologies to ppl I hurt without knowing cause of my big mouth..I shouldn't blab out secrets or anythn u guys told me..I know my weakness if someone keep asking me to tell I'll get soft hearted n just thought maybe they r trustable..but it's still not a good reason to tell it out..so it's good u ppl don't trust me..I'm sorry..n feel ashamed of myself for having a big mouth..
After whole day of moodyness, I just hope I can b happy again n not put a fake smile on my fake face..I don't wish to have any permanent long life BFF in school..they don't exist..just have my good friends I have now will do..n I hope time flies by faster.I can't wait to get out of school , forget the past n start a whole new life n meet new ppl :)
As for now, even if I sit or walk alone now I don't mind la..sometimes feel more peaceful n happier not talking to anyone..sleep is the best :)
But I really miss form 3 when I sit with poh ying.. sleep! :D n she's nice to talk to..
ahh~! Feel so much better letting it out..don't like to keep things inside my heart too much..feel uncomfortable..makes me upset.. :)
I don't care what anyone think of me anymore..say or talk wadeva I don't wanna care..
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