after 2 weeks of not going to school~
i am more cheerful and happy
and i went to school today happily..
went lunch with crystal, mei and kai jin at the curve...
then so happily came home
and when i check my phone...
STUNNED!
he texted me..
i thought it was something good at first till i read the text
=_=
he ask me to let go n all the bullshits
few days back he ask jun chin to past the msg to me that
from the start till now he was just playing my feelings
goodness!
stop bullshitting pls!
i read through our old msgs i know!
stop lying n creating more mess!
making our rship more complicated as if its not complicated enough!
u making yourself look like a total dushbag jackass by doing all this now!
i'm not even doing anything!
i didnt disturb u then u just continue your life la!
when i disturb u then u dont like..fine la!
now i didnt disturb u aso! i'm happily living my own life
and u must ddly! ask ppl past me msg n stuff!
WHY???
u told shu yee you dont care anymore!
you dont care about my stuffs..
you dont wanna be friends with me n u dun wanna give me even the littlest hope..
okay! fine then...i accept it...
then whats up with u now?!
if you really dont care then show it n prove u really dont care!
dont just say it n your heart means something else!
so cowardly act!
be a man n face your true feelings for once pls!
if u dont care why do u even bother changing 180 degrees after we broke up!
if u really dont care u shud continue your life as the way it is and not changing yourself into a rubbish person!
smoking..gambling..spending unnecessary money, clubbing with all the chicks!
purposely posting your photos to show me how happy u are?
seriously? u are one year older then me pls act like your age!
dont so childish n do all this bullshit!
if u really dont care then when your friends tell u what i post on my facebook..
before they could even tell u..u would actually tell them so? i dont wanna know la not my prob!
and not brag about it to shu yee saying i know la i know whats going on de!
doesnt mean i care!
=_= wtf la u! WTF!
n smoke bcause of our break up??!
seriously dont act so low n use me as an excuse to ruin your life!
u choose how u want your life to be!
idiot!
i didnt say i wanna leave u in the first place!
is u are the one thinking so much!
really fai cai!
RAWR!
if u dont care then i see what doctor aso none of your business
dont even bother asking!
dont go n ask n say u are not caring u just wanna know!
pls la!
u wanna know for wad?! not your business aso!
haih!
i dun understand why u cant face your true feelings..
n make things complicated!
isnt it clear enough your actions speak louder then your words??
i really dun wanna say la...
i have no choice n cant do anything aso...
i only can whine all i want here....
@@
so tired!
haih!
i dunno how i got myself into this mess!
n i have no idea how i fell in love with such a dude!
spm really got me going crazy!
haih time to sleep..
and wipe off all the unhappiness!
T.T
