:) felt better after tdy ^^ yey!

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supp! :)

camwhoring with the couple tee :(

aww really miss it...haih..

i wished it wouldnt end this way...

really,,,

D:

trying to smile..

but inside i'm dying..haih!!

my eyes are still kinda red :(

literally camwhoring to cheer myself uP!

will u still wear it??

:(

i still remember the day where i bite you..

and u bit me!

it bruised my arms for days..

T.T

and draw your name all over my books~

i guess now there wont be any..

just a scar of pain n sorrow..

i wished it didnt have to end this way..

I MISS YOU :(

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I really want to stop crying..

I want to stop the pain..

I wish my memory could be erased..

can anybody help me?? T.T

I'm suffering till I can just drop dead anytime...

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I miss your phone calls..

I miss your text..

I miss our laughs..

I miss our everything..

I miss that u make honey for me..

I miss you..

do u know that??

T.T

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silence in my heart..

the sudden silence in my heart..

is killing me...

I can't help but to let tears roll down my eyes every minute I'm alone...

I cried n cried on my bed..

I feel so lonely n depress...

I really dun want it to end so fast..

I really want to save our rship..

its so suffering when I have to smile infront of everyone n pretend I'm alright...

when the truth is I'm dying inside..

I only can cry on the inside..

its really painful..

I know crying wont help..

bt I really dun wanna end our rship..its really killing me tht I have to move on..

my face really looks dead..

n I still have to move on...

such a painful road..

even painful then the one before this..

I feel so helpless that I only can cry on my bed everyday..n then smile agn..

a show for people to see..

bt the fact I really want to hide n cry my eyes out..

n still it wouldnt be enough..

I only can helplessly wait n wait

and hope he really comes back to me...I hope the day will come soon where he realised n regrets n come back...I want him back! :'(

its really painful...

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hey peeps..

sry I've left my blog literally dead...

seriously no time to do anything!!

spm is just around the corner..

n my result sucks..

my love life sucks...

a moment we were so cute n sweet tgt..

n the next minute we ended..

heartbreaking :(

i cried for 1 day 1 night n it doesnt seem to be enough..

i wonder what in the worlds in his right mind is he thinking?

y must he always think?

D:

btw~

a friend feeling is totally ridiculous!

how can u make someone fall for u n then u said i dunno y the love feeling is gone..

somehow u r just like my friend n left me zombiefied =O

haih..

really its true that you wouldnt know whats coming your way..

everything can just change in minutes

...

somehow my 6th sense will never be wrong..

i know n i'm determined tht he still has something for me..

he must be confused ei?

let time prove everything..

of course in the meantime i wont let things settle down!!

i must patch things up! :)

wish me luck peeps!

and thanks callum for everything!

u r such a great friend for helping me!

hehe thumbs up! xD 

cheers to u! 

bring u go yum cha after all this shit is OVER!

smile cuz you're sexay!

:D

thinking of u!

haha

not really :P

just camwhoring haha!



i look sho' white! haha



peacock feathers! ^^

changed my workplace!

no more earning RM3.50 per hour!

hehehe

now its RM7!

yey~

n all i have to do is sit n do wadeva i want..haha

just open the door for kids when they come for tuition..

o.O

yeap! 

helping out to be a receptionist /admin

at my mama's workplace..she teaches at an english language centre

@@

so i got bored n camwhore the whole day :P

smile cuz its sexay!

xD

say cheese!

;)

one reason i love about him is

he loves me even if i'm sloppy!

even i havent showered the entire day cs i got lazy xD

even if i didnt listen to him..

he still loves me

he'll do anything to make me happy

just as long as i smile at the end of the day...

he buys me ridiculously exp stuffs..

n i dont buy him anything in return..

he doesnt mind D:

felt so bad so now i do buy stuffs lol

he really loves me hehe!
so cute!

he gives me my freedom!

yey!

he's the best i guess :D

well.. we had a rough day that day..

both of us felt like crying lol

but well at the end he missed me n asked me to take a photo

then he said i was beautiful :D

lol

so sweet!

hmm yesterday went to listen to the so call 6 hours of undang ceramah again!
=.=

instead the man got lazy n it was only 3 hours!

bleady wasted my time!

10am suppose to start end up he read newspaper until 11am oni start

n he talked rubbish for like 15 minutes n gave us a 20 minute break!

zzz..

n then continue talking rubbish n he got lazy so he dismissed us at 12.30

n we waited at the place till 1.30 to get back our IC!

pissed off =.=

so i call kin come fetch me..

but sozai n xin ling came lol

accompanied me awhile thn sozai teach me to drive a lil!

yey!
lol then later kin arrived n we all went the curve!

seperate ways though..

i went pk with kin! :P

the rest all go walk walk

ate at kim gary!

the bowl freaking big but inside so little oni 

=.=

hehe anyways

then went to his house..

met his mom for the first time

lol

*awkward*

thn hang around a bit n came home!

then later shu wanted to exchange her giordano mickey shirt

n thn my leg was itchy! so we decided to go midvalley!

ahaha!

called up kin n ask him fetch us! weee!

shu skipped tuition!

anyways..

went there n then decided to buy him a shirt too!

n he bought me a shirt too! LOL

couple tee! but its the same color as shu yee! haha!

really bitch la..everything same as her xD now even our eye power is the same haha

she can see in my spects! LOL

then took photo's lol

and then decided to go back from mv!

then we went to dpc and eat supper !

D: i'm getting fat!!

we ate at "one noodle"

it was on jun ching's bill this time haha

tq!

then we went walk walk awhile

me n kin ditched the lovebirds n then chilled in the car..

*aherms*

then it was kinda late n my mama warn me not to come back midnight!

lol 

so we left at 11.30 haha! still before 12  =P

n disturbed shu n jun ching by calling them haha!!

n today was really a happy day for both of us

we keep laughing away n joking n disturbing each other haha

n i gave him a bitemark :P

 a few actually! cs he fooled me so i bite his hand xD

anyways we really enjoyed ytd! hehe i love it!

tadahh! the shirt i bought for him haha

mine is pink!

:D

went to MV with carolin on wednesday!

=)

kin fetch me there hehe!

shop our asses off 

but then a friend called me n ask to meet her there..

she was direct selling me a scoreA product..

upon explaining i got sleepy..

wasted 45mins at starbucks haih..

nvm lol

it was another tiring day!

and i took ktm back home..

thn later went out to eat supper again lol

keep smilling for a better tomorrow!

:D

and good exercise!! hehehe

*aherm..condolences to this eraser! it went missing on the day itself*

xD

nevertheless its still a happie day!

wee!

Hello! 

so on the 29th wednesday i think?

went to sunway with kin n his 8 more other peeps! :)

i din play water instead went walk walk wit kin! 

the rest all played water..

then watched 2 movies..

got bored with the do u believe in ghosts? movie

so went out half way..

a very shit ghost movie =.=

thn he bought me a bag from billabong ^^

and he shopped at G2000

i picked a shirt for him hehe!

thn had ochado n waited for all of them to bath n get out of lagoon!

in the meantime we camwhored ;)

then later we went to his dad's karaoke place! FOC! hehe

his sister came along..lol

so cute! hehe

thn went home lo! :D

haha my whining face!

D:

exams!!

well finally they are over!!
but its one step closer to the major exams!

GG.COM!

ima so dead! 

=.=

just hope when i get my results i will see SOME improvement!

if not cry la..the thing i'm good at doing!

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