Welcome back mei!

Welcome back mei!! NS was fun it seems lol..yerr.. But don't just miss them la..we didn't see each other for like 3months hellooo.. xD

Anyways, yesterday went to her house and bought mcd for her.. chit chat and catch up awhile lol..then later crystal came then we went to chatime to have tea :) later mei was craving for bak kut teh so we made a trip there for our dinner! It was yummyyyy!
Not long later shu yee came and join us! After dinner, sent mei home as she didn't wanna follow us to beer factory!

lately has  been a roller coaster in my mood wise..super stressed.. so we went there to relax..ordered some hoegarden! Our fav.. then went home and sleep! Finally one of the most peaceful sleep after so long But I have to wake up early =_= damn! That's about it.. ;)

Is it me?

Is it me? Is it my attitude? Is it my problem? Can someone tell me?

I just wished I knew the reason why you are keeping quiet..why you don't dare to ask?

On the outer, really I do look so happy.. always smiling, But inside..do you know it hurts? Do you know how much I cry every Night for those unwanted memories you gave me? I really don't know what to do... I've prayed so hard..so I guess all thats left is to wait n let time heal me :( definitely a painful process *sigh* I just want to quickly fly..fly off somewhere..anywhere But here..

Farewell chubster!

Aww.. shi Wei left to Korea last Monday :( too bad I have no time to update photos here..so this is just a short post! We'll you can view pictures in facebook :)

Anyways..we had a lot of outings before she left..slept over her house twice..had a blast there.. haha..her last days here were well spent! The finale was a big big gathering with  her classmates and good friends and had a slight surprise for her when she got her cake haha..cake smash! Duh! How can we forget that haha..

Well, this is another great memory to be kept in our hearts..my chubster! I will miss you lots.. come back soon! Or maybe I'll fly there haha.. bffs! Love u!!

Farewell present!

Yoohoo!

:)

finally done with the present for my beloved chubster!

I'm gonna miss her haih!

anyways..

I've made a bouquet of tulips for her with paper

*sorry for poor quality photos*

hope she likes it,..

i wrote her a small note!

;)

and..

a photo frame full of our memories..

but of course this tiny frame cant store much..

so most of it have to keep in our hearts :)

the photo frame is bought plain white and i decorated it with nail polish!

hehe

that's how u  roll with style xD

well that's about it..

have to rush to the party!

and  I need to swim!!!

gahH!

will update a post about tonight ;)

The middle person

AWH GAWD!

suddenly so many problems arise!

@@!

now i'm being a middle person again to help my beloved shevon to get her RM1000+

back from that scumbag..haih!

how can a friend change so much just for a girl?

until your own friends money you dare to cheat?

and you are a freaking dude for goodness sake!

borrowing money from us 18 year olds dont make you feel shy?

you are 24! stop depending on your girlfriend!

the only reason i havent scold u nicely is cause i dont have the chance!

i feel so sorry for her..

she's a good friend of mine and if i have a choice i would want her to break off with u!

but i understand her feeling when she told me she loves you..

and whatever shit u become she want to except...

its rather stupid but i get it..

i was like that when he broke up with me so i understand..

i wont blame her..

but as for YOU, stop your mess before i get pissed!

PAY shevon back her money or you'll regret!

I know who are the people you owe money to and i will lead them to u!

watch out!

its just because those other people i dont give a damn as they aren't my friend!

but if u dont return money to any of my friends i will dig you out!

really regret meeting such a person like you!

so SHAMEFUL!

gahH!

and another thing!

who is the jackass messing with my man!
though the feller suddenly just keep quiet & disappear..

i still want to find out who is messing with him!

and i will hack that bleady account!

It's not like i didnt hack accounts before..

rawr!

getting on my nerves..

just watch out..

I'm stalking you!

YES YOU!

>:(

i know you are definately nearby us..

around our circle of friends that I confirm!

just wait! I will dig you out!

I will make you apologize for humiliating him!

idiot feller!

and if its you, scumbag!

I will really scream at you dy!

My patients has limits

and if really its you I'm going all out on you!

enough is enough!

GREAT!

trying to hack account i realise is 3am..

ish~

i cant sleep just wondering who the feller is...

and why he wanna write such stuffs about them...

sigh..

My six sense is telling me i know that person too..
and he somehow know my past..
if not he wont call him a cheater..
@@!
haih..
whatever it is I'm getting to the bottom of this!

A throwback of what happened in April/May/Early June!

OH WELL~

I kinda confused on this upload photo stuffs..

long time didnt post pictures..hehe

anyways..

we'll just start off from early june! :)

lately since i quit my job i had nothing much to do hmm...

so i went shopping..sometimes with friends but mostly alone..

I dont think anyone is free to accompany me ei?

All busy with classes and stuffs ^^

but that was until i found out crystal was free ahaha! I didnt know! :D

YEAP! and so after i know she was free...i kept going out with her :D

isn't she lovely?

my new cawhore kaki! haha

actually i was shocked that she would camwhore xD

last time she wouldn't!

whatever it is..I LIKEY!

a new friend to camwhore with haha!

photobombed my camera!!

*tsetse!*

and she gave me a belated bday pressie!

i love it! thanks so much babe!

*xoxo*

Moving on...

went to my beloved bitches house and ate a Thailand exotic delicacy!

A CRICKET!! :D

haha eew? i know that was my first impression too!

but like the wise one said before 

"Don't judge a book by its cover"

quoted by whoever that may be! :D

A brief description of how it taste: Crispy, Garlic + soya sauce taste (her mom cooked it with those),

No smell etc., CRUNCHY! Just like the ordinary french fries! hehe!

Another shopping day...

but this was with Ee ling I remember!

we went to get our hair done!

heh!

and until now i am still wondering how i spent RM400

on those cosmetics =_=

aiyaiyaiii!

I'm having serious shopaholic symptoms..

Please dont ever give me a credit card..

my debit card is already giving me problems! GAH!

well after the hairdo we went to shi wei's house and kidnap her for dinner haha!

 Its around last week!

i went over to shi wei's house for a sleepover!

Spent 2 nights there!

I'm gonna miss this chubster of mine! T.T

she was with me since primary and now she's leaving to korea like next monday!!

NOOO!!

hmm..so we kinda recorded covers throughout my stay there..

we laughed on the way haha..

talked about stuffs..and then we slept at 4am..well i slept at 4am..

she slept at 6am :)

then we woke up like 3pm the next day haha!

Really enjoyed spending time with her..Im so gonna miss her so much!

But no fear! Once I'm a qualified air stewardess I'm gonna fly to seoul and see her!!

The week before that..

met up with this 2 leng zai :)

jun lok and kim pong!

Me and jenny asked them to come out yam cha with us..

and later they wanted second round!

but who'd guess our second round would be at the airport..haha!

so random!

we sat there staring at the planes departing..until like 2am

and i found out Jun lok is really a sentimental person..

hmm..so cute haha

MAY

31st MAY..I left celebrity fitness!

T.T

cant offer my service there anymore!

cause i wanna fight for my dream!

muahaha!

air stewardess!! weee!

I'm gonna miss everyone there!!

My boss and colleagues! 

haih..

They treat me so good and its gonna be realy hard to find superiors like them..

protect me and take care of me so much!

thanks u guys and i will miss you all!

haha! definately gonna miss this temporary bf of mine!

JUN!

:D

at least we still go yam cha haha!

he is the noisiest fella I've met..

The minute he open his mouth he'll start cursing people haha

"diu lei".."nia ma lei blabalba"..and so on..

haha he only talks to me politely cause I'll kill him if he doesnt :P

we have our friendship rings hehe hope u wear it!

good luck with evelyn and your LULU!

Moving on...

so we had our first burger lab experience..

and if not mistaken i had the A++ cheese burger..

It was delicious! thumbs up to burger lab!

but shu yee dont seem to like her burger..

hmm...

nevermind...maybe everyone has their own preference about taste!

So later we went to giza for some karaoke time!

wheee! :D i love to sing!

 The week before that..

was Aravin's farewell!

went to publika for dinner! :)

Then we went yam cha at Al-safa

and shisha! :)

SWIMMING TIME!

:)

went swimming with the same old peeps!

and went for the same old steamboat after that! :D

Not sure when this happened but yeah i know its during MAY!

:D

went up to Genting to breathe some air..

Thanks to Jun Chin and Kien Yap for the ride..

What was unexpected was..kin went too..

all of the sudden they called and ask jun chin where they were going..

and they followed us..

hmm..

well its been months since we spoken..

so its good to see him...

but again he doesnt want anyone to know i'm still talking to him etc.

so like usual..in front of his friends we are total strangers..

well, later me n shu went walking around as the guys were having their man talk..

we made a wish in the wishing well! but it didnt work =_= FAKE!

then went back but instead this kien yap wanted to sit outside!

so the three of us went elsewhere to sit while the boys continue to sit in starbucks..

Hmm..and somewhere in may!

Setapak point beer factory was opened!

went there to drink drink!

:)

we were invited to their pre-opening

haha met new peeps there..

well cause mainly this was a QNET meeting?

i was just there for the heck of it haha

Some guy from the Qnet thingy opened this place ..

so i went to just hang out with caroline and other church friends ;)

 APRIL

*sigh*

April...the month i dont wanna remember..

Full of unwanted memories & pain..

anyways..

Kien yap had an open house..went there..

as usual..kin will be there..

again we were strangers...

I tried to talk to him but he simply kept ignoring me n running away from me

:(

so i gave up and ignore him too..

but it was good to catch up with my other friends!

it was trending gwiyomi so we decided to pose that way haha!

while the guys gamble their way..

So later the girls from NS are back!

Mei and The sampat pig pig liang zhi hui!

haha

so good to see them!

ate at old town :)

and chit chat awhile..

yay! then here comes my birthday :)

thanks celebrity fitness for celebrating me and annie's birthday!

felt so happy!

i thought after schooling days there wont be any celebrations for me anymore..

Got so many presents too!

Some from my clients..My boss and celebrity fitness gave me cash! LOL

My colleague bought me a big big teddy bear! and a card + other stuffs..

hmm..then shu yee and kien yap bought a cake for me :)

but i wasnt in the mood to celebrate cause i just felt so moody..

it was at night..same time as the time my dear proposed his love to me..

Unwanted thoughts coming back T.T

well..let's just not elaborate on this..

Few days before that..shi wei, kelvin and aravin came out with me 

to celebrate my early birthday!

:D

watched a movie..

and I was trying to spend more time with shi wei before she leaves

,,,

thanks so much to aravin for treating me a meal

and kelvin, shi wei and xinyi for the present!

Love it a lot~!

aww~~! she already looks korean here

T.T

I'm gonna miss her!

hmm..continuing..

before my bday was jun chin bday!

happy birthday dude!

thanks for always being my ah mat since i broke up!

:D

hope you ENJOY your present hahahaa!

and stay sweet with my bitch kay?

take care of her nicely if not i will whoop your ass with a bamboo!

 there's more to what's happening that month but i cant quite remember...

hmm....so......

that's all for today!

ciao!

New look!

Yay! Gave my blog a makeover!
The template before this was too childish xD

Anyways..life's been great so far..
I'M FINALLY HAPPY AGAIN! WHEEE!
Cause I chose to put all the downs at the back and live my life happy!

As for you my dear.. It's been a year since we broke up :) The 6th of June.  I'm glad we still see each other and go out alone sometimes..I hope you realise I still love you very much..But don't just find me only when you need me please? I'm only being patient cause I still love you..

Booyahh! Next week calls for my first day of training at training school! ;)
So excited to be living my dreams as an air stewardess! Travelling while earning big bucks! I like the sound of it! Hehe! Anyways I wish myself the best of luck! Thanks for the love and support from everyboday! *Hugs*

ARGHHH! I shop too much again =_=
over bought some stuffs! I'm actually wondering how I spent Rm400 on cosmetics @@! Gahh!! I have to control it damn it!! This shoppaholic habit of mine is causing a big hole in my pocket!! Rawr! I need more moneyyyyy! T.T

Anyways.. It's movie time!!! So I'm calling it a day here! ;) Tata!

The least important one

So after some time..I'm back to blog..yeap! Cause I know this is the only place I can let my feelings out...

Listening to Jay chou - 说了再见
While having a mask on my face..
Relaxing? But somehow I just feel like crying my eyes out...

I really pray hard that God could answer my prayers...
I really miss u until now..
Finally I managed to gather up all my courage to text u what I felt...
I really hope u can come back...
Acting so bubbly when I'm with u is fake..can't u feel it? I don't just want to see u only when u need it..I wish u can find me just because u want to see me so badly...
Do you know how hard I still cry for you? Yeah.. It's easy how many of u can just ask me to move on...
I really tried..a thousand,billion, zillion of times..I really tried..
But you keep finding me after a few months of you disappearing..why must u keep finding me back? T.T

And for my very best best friend..
No longer as best as before ei?
Ya.. I noticed..But I guess nothing else seems to matter anyways..it doesn't seem to bother u either..
So I guess we'll just go our separate ways...

Do you know why I suddenly change from studying at a far away place to being an air stewardess? Cause I realise that place isn't far enough for me to run away from everyone.. and I know that by being in Malaysia..you guys still can find me..I still feel so upset to hear anything about you,where you guys go without me and stuff...I'm sorry to say..I am jealous..I get jealous very easily..and you guys make me jealous all the time.. I feel so depressed and upset..it makes me feel like I'm not important to you guys at all..you know how terrible that feels?
I guess not...I really want to tell you how much I hate you..I hate you for neglecting me T.T I really just want to leave..I really do...I don't even want to see u..I don't even find you these days It's because i don't want to see you..*sigh*

so I hope that this Saturday, I will pass the interview.. that will definitely be the route to a new life.. happiness.. I can't wait for that..I can get away from you guys...If I passed..I won't even tell..I won't want any of u to send me off...I really don't want to see any of u..like seriously.. I don't..

*I hope this post won't affect other of my friends, this only applies to some of them*

I'm so sorry for the rude post..I just feel so down...just keep crying n crying..which doesn't help..I know..But can't help it..thanks much bloggie for listening to my whining..It's stupid I know...see u soon ;)