LOL

..

i'm so weird

suddenly in class today i just broke into tears..

super emo suddenly

n friends was shocked...

suddenly only i crying

D:

i have no idea why aso actually

just wanted to cry lol

sry if i made u guys worry xD

hehehe!

and yeah!

since i was feeling down..

so i decided to buy buy BUY!!

weee~!

i'm alrighty now xD

kk going tuition now!

ciaooo miaaoo!

woohoo! lucky tomorrow is a holidayy!

heyy guys..

im so tired today lol..

as usual after sch start im skipping meals n rushing to tuition lol..

no time at all to think n care abr anythn else which is good :)

bt i feel bad neglecting u..sry lol.. x)

hmm i guess thts hw it works whn u decide to try without feelings?hope u understd..sry fr being straightforward lol..bt all this need time <3  :)

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dear bitch,

:) a good advise for me n u..

find and invest on something that is worth it..dont invest n find someone who doesnt appreciate u for who u really are..always rmb we deserve way better thn hw they treat u now.. find someone hu really loves u n cares fr u n not someone tht doesnt care at all..for those who dun appreciate..its okay..just screw them n find a new n better one! every bad ending always leads to something new n good ;)

sure u will feel hurt n pain..or mayb miss the memories n the pasts..bt just wait..good things always turn up at the very last minute.. :) dun ever think u are no good cs no one is perfect..so if guys dun appreciate u thn screw their faces and ask thm to go to hell..lol no screw driver come n ask me xD

there is always someone for everyone..so just dun care abt those tht dun like u..they din choi thn who blardy cares..just find someone better..we dun nidda waste time on these ppl == its nt worth our time n effort..wasting our love n compassion..so save our energy until we find someone thts worth everything n stay loyal ;)

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yey just nw went to pasar malam with bitch lol bt nt many stalks open D: all still in CNY mood lol..so we went to eat claypot chicken rice at claypot boy's shop xD lol thn we walked back to psr mlm n bump into shu's bro..lol thn they were laughing away abt shu yee hangover ytd n she was screaming somethn lol!! funny..so we bought some other snacks in the pasar thn go mamak awhile lol..thn went back to shuu house n play firecracker :) nice nice! thn came home lo! :)

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our dirty little secret =)

i finally understand who really cares n loves you..

and i learned how to differentiate the ones that dont but tries..

=)

its so random! but yeah~

its officially over..

but every bad endings will always lead to a good start of something new

hehe..

yeap! its really good!

the quote below awakened me..

LOL i'm so spontaneous! woots!

Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something that is broken. Maybe it's 

about starting over and creating something better. 

IS THIS TRUEE????

【 51 FACTS ABOUT GUYS 】❤

1. Guys hate sluts.

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11. Guys get jealous easily.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything.

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us

omg

i'm totally confused

zzz..

give me a break please?

who said it actually =.=

ish ish~

now jun hoe asking me not to tell n say he made it up?

omaii~

this sarks~

argh wadevaa!
i dun care laa
=.=
mou liuu!

wth~

lucky i ask properly~

its not anees.. *sowie*

its divan the mastermind behind all this bullshit

=.=

wait monday he gonna kena nicely!

childish bugger!

always making up stupid stories LOL
i shud have known its him

=.=

wtf is wrong with tht donkey anees 

=.=

since when the samy tegur/ scolded me for wearing to sexy to tuition??

btw~

its not even sexy?

its just normal shorts n a singlet?

wtf bullshit u telling ppl now

omg

n saying i wearing push up?

=.=

gosh ham sap lah u!

how u know i wearing push up or not?

n say wad samy tegur me cs i wearing push ups n a singlet?

eh f****r stop bullshitting

=.=!!

I'm just wearing like an ordinary lady!

LOL

went to dylan's hse

=)

and then the boys gambling while girls watching tv at first thn we play with the monopoly

xD

use credit card so cool! LOL

hehehe~

thn we tot got dinner =.=

wtf?

n someone told me is bbq

i rmb is aravin if not mistaken LOL

someone said going dinner wad bullshit end up we girls blur thr

==

with no dinner!

*rawr~*

so later crystal bro came n fetch us

*thankies :)*

n we went to dpc..

ate at kluang station n talked

;)

then i was still hungry so i went to buy shaved ice at 32 fahrenheit!

lol

thn we walked one round at the park..

watching all the doggies xD

owh look! :D we digged our graves! hahahaha

poh ying's hole!

ahaha!

crystal so sad to die!

xD

her hole!

my hole! LOL

ppl tot we crazy xD

ahahaha!

thn went to playground LOL

thn me n crystal for fun sitting at the round spinning thingy

n simply turning thn 3 kuai lou small boys wanted to playy

ahaha!

thn we ask them come n sit..lol

thn we kept turning them 

turn..tuRN..TURN...

until so freaking tired 

but we have to continue turning LOL

we exercise for them! haahha!

n i heard one of the kid say this is so fun!  this is the most fun day ever! xD

*zzz..of course fun for u! you're not the one turning LOL*

thn awhile got some other small kids tht join in!

LOL

n lucky the 3 kuai lou's mom was like...hey we're leaving in 5 minutes! 

thn i was like yess!!! faster go!!

LOL~

n they was like..so fast!! NO!! 20 more minutes..

*faints*

argh by the time they were gone..

me n crytal so damn tired...

chuen hei edy!

LOL

taking our breaths in n out deeply!

totally tired n cant breathe LOL!

during PJK class i dun sweat tht much aso

D:

i think we were playing with thm like 1 hour?

LOL

crazyyy

thn later poh ying joiin us haha!

when we lying down tht spinning thingy she turn us!

LOL dizzy like shit xD

thn tak boleh tahan go sit at the bench awhile n went to play tht round big swing haha!

thn gt a korean fella push us! ahh thank u! xD

but aso cs his bro n sister sitting on the swing aso xD haha!

omg!

swing..swing..swiNG...SWING!

until damn dizzy LOL!

we came down the swing half dead

@@

super dizzy n blur LOL!

thn rest on the bench awhile~

feels like we hangoverrr

LOL

thn we bought chatime! yey! finally the branch in dpc is open!! xD

tried new flavour! hehehe

n i was still blur!

LOL

thn we went home..thanks shi weiii for fetching! xD

in the car i was still dizzy!

headache edy!

@@

LOL

i feel old D:

LOL not suit to play in playgrounds dy! xD

thn tht's the end of the dayy~

weee~

hmm thn after bathing recieved a text from my bitch

D:

she ada problem aikks~

partly my fault!

T.T guilty betul!

n she ask me call her to comfort her..

so i did :D

n i hope i gave her the right adviseeeee

D: i ask her ditch tht asshole before he ditches u

x( eekks?

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lol bought a neww phonee xD

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=')

I will not let anything take away..

what's standing infront of me =)

I have died everyday waiting for you..

darling dont be afraid i have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more..

my heart beats fast..

colors and promises..

how to be brave..

how can i love whhen I'm afraid to fall..

but watching you stand alone...

all of my doubts suddenly goes away somehow..

=')

i love you for a thousand years..

I'll love you for a thousand more..

hehe..went to spicy n mamak! :)

had a limau ice n their specialty french toast lol..thn we ordered extra roti pisang n a roti sardin xD damn yummy! *0* fat lo!

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my eyes felt like leaking out

T.T

so it did~

and i felt much much better..

just felt like crying

:\

i cant tell you the reason..

but yeah~

____________________________________

TQ wai kin

=)

你安慰了我! 

Get it??

=)

=)

lol

hearing a thousand years n reading all this quotes

n looking through all the photography

makes me have the feeling to cry

T.T

aww

i starting to love her voice

;)

damn nice!

she's one heck of a malaysian! haha

spotted by ryan secreast! n appeared in galaxy mag!

heck she just started recording covers last month?!

wow! salute LOL

=)

pro pro!

nidda learn frm the master =)

ROFL~

after watching na xie nian

thn there was this weirdo at fb

tht came n chat with me

xD

i mean why i wanna see his pic for?

hehehe!

=)

i was looking through random photography's and found some meaningful!

lol

n it describes how i feel actually

got more la! but lol

this will do =)

i understand this now

=)

its all about you ;)

am i really tht easily satisfied?

LOL

i didnt know tht

:D

hrmm~

about yesterday...

i was pretty satisfied actually

*giggles*

coming to think of it

=)

hrmm

now i have practically nothing to regret..

well after everything I've been through la~

its already 2 n a half years I carry this feelings with me

finally like around last month i loose hope?

and now i'm just going with the flow~

lol...

n finally at least you are willing to try out with me

so i have nth much to complain about,,,

and i dont expect much from you either..

so by just going out with me really satisfies me

=)

just everything you did made me think it was worth it?

nth to regret~

after so long finally we manage to go out?

LOL~

means a lot to me tht u din ffk me!

and yeah~ i'm happy to see u make an effort at least to go out?

=)

hmm

so I tried my best..and to see you at least try...

its enough edy =)

i wont complain~

so if ever we dont work out..or like now itself it cant work

i really wont bother..cause i got what i wanted.. do what i'm suppose to do..

and its already this long lol~ so if it doesnt work at least i wont regret!

just treat it as we're not meant to be ^^

and i wont really care aso anyways...

at least we tried...

better than nothing~

and well....

everything on my resolution list with u are done

lol

so i have nothing to complain!

;)

our further relationship depends on u~

i'm just going with the flow now~

i wont get hurt even u reject me cos i'm just like...

ermm...blur? 

practically numb? lol 

its the "anything" attitude~

:D

u ask i take..u din ask thn wadevaa...

in short i wont wait anymore

=)

i got what i needed..

I"M SATISFIED!

thanks for making it my day ytd =)

though it was well...hmm okok la...

i wished we would do like something spontaneous and fun!

like so random we did it..but too bad we didnt...

but i still liked yesterday =)

you were so cute lol

n sweet! n i feel touched when u cared abt me 

and i love the picture i took for u! ahaha!

=)

hmm also thanks for the jelly belly beans!

:D

it makes me smile!

so now u know when i'm moody just shove sweets down my throat haha

 BUT I STILL CANT BELIEVE U HATE CHATIME!

*rawr!*

just thanks for everything..

about the present you mentioned?

save it! =)

this is the best present edy~

i know lah! maybe u didnt know what u did LOL
but still just treat it like everything u did ytd made me happy!

=)

and  i hope to go out with u in future LOL
i know i said going out with u kinda ma fann!

IT IS! but still we can make it work out anyways..

who in the world make plans without feeeling ma fan? =)

everyone tht plans stuffs feels the kick so its normal~

a day to rmb!

=)

a twotimer ytd?

haha!

NO! 

its not consider xD

anywayss

went out with *ahem* 

:D

yang! =)

another is wei juin!

morning had dim sum with my papa n mama!

:D

lol

thn came back around 10+

and then dress up..hang around...watched burlesque haha!

thn went to 7-11 and get my favourite skittles!!

*weee!*

taste the rainbow!!

xD

thn finally yang came n fetch me

D: 

took him tht long to come

@@

thn went to festival city~

AND I WANNAHH KILL NICOLAS FOR SAYING GT STUFFS TO DO THR!!

nth to do at all!

*rawr!*

nth to eat aso LOL
but good thing got chatime!

;D

but i cant believe yang dun like chatime

*o*

LAMEEEE

hmm thn went to some clothes shop~

see see awhileeee

controlling not to buy!!

D:

cs febuary aso will have tht blogshop event so im going to buy stuffs there LOL

hmm thn later yey!

we drove arounddd

n i got moody -_-

cs i found out i nidda go home to 6-7?

spoils the mood!

SOU HENG!

rawr!

lol

thn we went to 1U

walk around

n my stripes on my shoes snap!

fuck!
=.=

so yeap! i nidda buy new heels!

tht is going on to my list!

aikks more money! sien!

hrmm~

anyways..

it was kinda sweet

=)

he's so blardy cuteeee

especially when he looks at me n smile LOL~

oh yeah!

n we went to candylicious!

woots!

he bought me some jelly beans!

ahaha!

love them!

it made me smile again!

the wonders candy or shud i say sugar can do ;)

LOL~

in the nutshell...

the whole day was sweet lah!

:D

hehe!

thn at the very very very last minute i found someone to accompany me so i dun nidda go home earlyyy

:D

i texted many but one finally can make it!
haha

its wei juin!

:D

we went to dpc n had steamboat

omg tom yam damn spicy LOL

thn we took photo..n played his iphone games =)

had good talk n laugh

lol

thn he send me home

i was so freaking tired the moment i lie on my bed  i

died! :D

brain shut down lol~

so thts the end of the day

weee~

TQ for reading

:)

aww!

i still wanna go to I-cityyy!!

D:

its so pretttyyy there!
i wannaaa go!

ouh~ we left at 4.30am

and after the hell of a 4 hour drive

=.= 

finally we reach penang!!

n having our lovely breakfast in MCD! ;)

it's 8.20 now :D

omg~

in the car was hell!

i didnt get to slp at all!

so means i didnt slp for 24hours!

T.T

feel like crying lol

i feel cranky! 

argh~

my sister lah!

her head moving from east to west!

i wanna lean back aso cant..she turn here like its her bed

n my bro at the other side like stone

@@

thn i'm squished in the middle n cant lean back at all

so i just looking infront stoning!

@@

n eating mandarin orange! LOL

i wanna sleeeeeppp!!

T.T

n later going to climb hill?

gawd~

i didnt get my baby sleep!!

T.T

sometimes seeing other ppl makes me loose confidence in myself..

and then the thought comes..

"how nice if i can be like her? :\ "

snapshotts! ;3

snappshotttss :3

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