Friday, December 5, 2014
Chakra @ Mumbai
Kuching seafood adventure!
A walk to chatuchak market
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
Magnum cafe @ midvalley
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
Maybe I should?
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
Finally out of the crib..special msg to a sweet batchmate! Imy!
Finally June!
Moved and feeling happy..
All smooth and steady...don't feel lonely anymore!
Say Welcome back to le boyfie!
Now sweet as hell unless he ddly =_=
Anyways...just wanted to shoutout a small thought in my heart..
To the lovely Batchmate and sweetheart I never once forget u ..u will always be my friend regardless of how u think of me now...
Thanks to that devil bitch in disguise.. who u look up to..can't blame u though..just that everyone blames themselves for asking her to shift in with u last time.. I really feel so sorry for u n hope the old u can come back!
I can't blame u for following her footsteps.. maybe u got lost somewhere in the midst of living with that wretch! but seriously I pray that one day u will awaken and see her true colours and realised that you are becoming like a clone of that witch! Please awaken already.. I really missed u...
I really hope u won't become like that over sensitive self praising bimbo who talks like an Aunty and thoughts she's the best in everything padahal just a sore brainless bitch that thinks her pretty face and cheapskate attitude can bring her somewhere..don't please don't!
I really treat u as a friend but since u are walking under her shadows now I cant exactly be straightforward as u will eventually fight back for that bimbo that only uses ppl.. U wont listen! have u ever wondered Why she sticks to u? Cause you're the only person that amazingly can stand her and doesn't talk back to her ...isn't it obvious enough that she uses ppl.. pls don't be like her.. don't tell me bullshit that she's lonely or what shit.. That's plain bolox!
Have u wondered Why every one of our Batchmate don't like her? We're not against u but seriously everyone dislikes her attitude.. n you're becoming like her.. it's really sad...the first day I met u.. u weren't anything like that..u were so sweet and jolly! Now you're just plain miserable, sadly almost a bimbo and oppressed.. Why did u Change? =_= after so many months of talking and bonding tgt I feel disappointed u don't understand me.. even the stupidest lie I made just to move out u can believe? If that bitch believes I'm not surprised...she's pure bimbo..but u? Seriously u will fall for a stupid excuse I made? Do u think I will let go my temper to my friends.. u know I don't do all those things =_= do u think Because of my bf n me argue I will let it out on u guys? Think common sense pls? We're not 5years old anymore.. this made me so disappointed in you..u can't even tell that was a lie =_= don't be a dumbass like that bitch please? then u go all black face against me..I don't understand Why u will look up to her n trust her so much... haih... AWAKE ALREADY! gosh!
Anyways just to clarify, I have ntg against you..and I'll patiently wait n hope u will return someday..u will always be my friend! :) I will also pray one day karma will bite that bitches ass until she cries so hard and no one gives a shit! N that she'll learn her lessons!
Monday, May 12, 2014
Family is the greatest gift in life
It's been awhile ei?
travelling everywhere is indeed a joyful ride.. nevertheless there are times u just wanna breakdown..
Why?
the people you're with...
They just make you wanna run away back to home..the only place I will ever feel comfortable in.. with parents care and Love...
Sadly, I only appreciate it when I moved out..during the immature phase.. there was a thought.. "How I wish I can move out!" . But now all I miss is my home..my family...feel sorry I can't even make it home for any of their birthdays..even mother's day I'm all alone here in kuching.. all u will ever feel is loneliness!
In addition, with the rough day I had with housemates.. really makes me wanna stay home so badly..going home after work everyday now is like going to an awkward place..it doesn't feel homely anymore after the small argument.. I guess it's just me..I usually feel awkward after arguing with someone..can't really get along after that..Taurus is forever stubborn!
Damn, I hate that bitch as well...ever since the so call misunderstanding we had during training due to her sensitivity, I never liked her anymore..I guess time reveals ones true colours.. she's not the person I imagine she is..and now every move and saliva she spits out annoys me to the Max!
Sadly she doesn't realise Why she's so damn lonely all the time...bitch wake up pls? Cant u see the way u speak stinks?! If u want to shoot someone please make sure you're 100% perfect! Can't even speak proper English then u come with all your stupid accusations cause u can't understand my simple status.. u claim that I treat u guys like stupid ppl? Well lady, if u don't understand then don't make a big fuss on things n again pretend like u are the prettiest and greatest...bitch please! After u remove your makeup you just look like every other ordinary girl...so what if u look gorgeous after u doll up? So what if u USED to be a model? Do I look like I give a damn? no I don't! I said I feel like a refugee sitting by the road side...did I say it's u guys who made me a refugee? Eh please brush up on your English before u bitch around...u are just embarrassing yourself! sorry to say...I have never treated u as my friend...my business Why should I tell u? Mind your own business can? Only know how to gossip, bitch and act smart u nosy eejit!
Haih... nvm.. finally all of this is out of my chest...thanks bloggie! I know most of my posts are always complaints and anger towards some eejit.. well sorry to say..this is the only place I have to let out my feelings with a little much more privacy.. don't read it..I don't care ;)
Something like a public diary to me..
Lately thinking too much...this really kills me! Gahh! Well now all I wanna do is go back to KL.. and then go back to my real home where all the people there loves me..
Oh yeah...rmb I was depressed for over 6 months? yeah the breakup.. and I gt mad because of that..guess what? We're back and going steady! One month passed...I wonder how long more we will be able to be strong and keep going...hope there won't be anymore obstacles between us..may it be a smooth and steady ride like how it is now! Please don't let our Love die out in the flames <3 Love him to the Max!! the only darling that understands me inside out!
ANYWAYS, Proficiency test is coming in few days time...wish me luck guys! XD and I'll see u soon my dear blog! Goodnight & sweet dreams!
Friday, January 17, 2014
Deja vu
Again problems like this arose...
The thing that kills me most in the inside..
The thing that brings out my weakest point in me...
The most sensitive issue that tears me apart...
It feels like deja vu..
But I keep telling myself.. girl, you gotta be strong..face it with guts and no tears...don't let this happen again...don't get yourself smothered into shit like this...
So here am I to the only place I can let out my feelings...it feels like I'm telling someone...a Listener...my blog...
Why does men like to lie? Why do they only find me for one reason? Is there a word FUCK ME on my forehead? Why?
can anyone answer me?
I'm getting tired of hearing all these lies and phoney sweet talks just to get me laid... I really hope that none of these people ever stumble on me again...which I know clearly It's impossible...I haven't even go onboard yet...n I'm already running into people like this...what more when work starts...can someone save me from all this shadows of lies and phoney people? I'm tired...I don't know when will I rip apart..I need help...is there anyone out there who can save me? T.T
I just want a simple relationship...
How is it that I can't meet anyone as pure as an angel, as true as a bible? I hate complications...it hurts...everytime I see couples so sweet together...you know how envious I am? To those couples out there..please...cherish and appreciate the man next to you...It's not easy to find a true heart nowadays..
Makes me wanna turn the time back to when everything is so simple and naive.. when there's people around me that has no intentions and appears purely infront of me...
And when I look back to my first ever relationship... though it ended unpleasant, but I kinda miss the sweet moments I have with you...I kinda miss it when there's someone always there for me.. to love me and support me...to accompany me shopping and cook meals for me when I'm hungry...and when u started chatting with me again...it was an awkward feeling...but at least we're friends now...It's really Sad.. what happened to us...just Sad...
And after an experience with you and all the other previous guys...I realised...the men I'm looking at now are wayy much scarier.. so scary with very ugly intentions...It's so scary to face it all alone...can someone just lend me a hand n save me from this terrible nightmare...I'm pleading... please... one day...let me bump into this person...whoever he may be.. to pull me away from this terrible nightmare... How much more shit must I go through to find my one and only?! I'm suffocating..
Stop lying infront of my face...It hurts tremendously to see the guy you had hopes with..the one I thought could revive me..to suddenly lie infront of my face and act as If Nothing is wrong...making up more shitty stories to cover up...It's pointless...do you really think I'm stupid? I know What's going on...I know what u told others...I know..so stop asking me why I'm so cold to you...If u didn't do anything wrong u won't be scared...don't bullshit! My level of tolerance is limited...
T.T
Say something..I'm giving up on you..
I'm swallowing my pride..
You're the one I love.. but I'm gonna say goodbye..



