advice advice!

just a little something to remind the weaklings in the society

:)

BE A STRONG WOMAN BABEHH~!

Don't let little things/ people pull you down!

:)

Treat the unwanted happenings as a lesson and learn from it!

treat it as a motivation key in your life!

The more things let you down..the more we have to stand up and go for it!

live your dreams while you are young 

and go for it while you have what it takes!

:)

I'm catching my dream now..

and i hope you do too!

 I want to be sucessful!

I want to be a cabin crew!

I want to grow up!

I want to be mature!

I dont want to be childish anymore!
I want to be classy!

I want to live with style!

And i know i can!

I believe i can!

and I know it will happen to me soon!!

I believe in the law of attraction!

:D

I want something..i must and i know i will get it!
teeeheee!

wish me luck peeps!

the extra support will brighten up my day!

Yes indeed!

YES!

I dont need anyone who doesnt need me..

:)

I like this quote!

gives me a push sometimes!

Good motivation to me :)

Just feeling a little discouraged lately..

all the interviews I went came back with nothing..

BUT

i wont give up!!

I always make it to the last stage but failed at the group discussion part..

i finally know why..

NOT MATURED ENOUGH!

i dont think deep into things and so my answers are shallow!

:(

well...its true..

I'm so used to talking and being childish with my friends..

and its about time i change!

 I  have to grow up if i really want this job!

so now i'm reading a lot and watching a lot of well..shows that contributes to my knowledge?

I dont wanna be shallow! RAWR!

I need to get my job! I NEED IT!

and I'll do whatever it takes!

I'm also mixing around with a lot of adult people lately..

well..minus the two dudes I'm always hanging around with..

*aherm*

so I know I'm changing!

Honestly i sometimes feel speechless nowadays talking to my friends..

nothing much to say i guess...

except to close close friends :D

thats a different storyy~

so now I know that i should talk more and mingle around more!

i need to see and meet more people..

so I'm gonna welcome myself to the big peoples world!

and learn to be one!

no more childish!

I cannot be an ordinary teenager!

I have to..HAVE TO..be mature!

and GROW UP!!!

What's worth left...NOTHING!

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waaaooowww!

so it took me this long..

exactly one year and a month

to completely give up on you...

and thank you very much!

I'm freaking pissed and hate u so much!

like what u always wanted..

:)

I bet you are happy with your life now?

and so do I!

Anyways,

thanks so much for the unwanted 2 months you've wasted my time with..

its a pleasure and a wonderful time i had with you..

and I really wanna thank you for opening my eyes to see and change into a better person 

after I've gone through all those shit u brought me in to..

i'm not gonna blame anyone..cause it was my stupidity as i was unable to control myself..

first love aint an excuse..

but this really opened my eyes to be able to observe people i know better

and feel people who has a genuine heart..not just a fake..

I've realised how shallow I was..

So..a BIG thank you for the experience..

and goodbye!

Sigh..

Owh gosh...
Conflicts again...
Ya I know it's a small problem to you..
And it might seem that I don't value our friendship.. but whatever it is...I really treasure our friendship..it doesn't make sense to you and it won't cause you can't feel what I'm feeling now..

Only this time I just can't accept that He yelled at me...I was just helping you and yet who is He to SCOLD me? I wasnt even talking to him and it wasn't even his problem! Why the heck He suddenly yell at me?! I haven't even scolded him before for what He did to me in the past and how He treated me! *Grin*  I just want an apology and I know I will never get it since you said He told u He didn't SCOLD any bad words? But please! I know clearly what I've heard! He insulted me + embarrassed me! And I can't tolerate this time!

Just treat it as I'm as stubborn as a bull and when I don't like it I just don't! And it takes a hell long of a time for me to chill down..I still miss our laughs and outings together bitch! But no! I will not tolerate this time...I've been keeping quiet about how much I dislike them 4! And I just can't continue now..even if I have to put our friendship aside.. I will do it..cause He fucking hurt me to the Max this time and I seriously hate him now.. I really don't want to have anything to do with them..I don't want to hear their names what more see their faces?! I fucking hate everything about them and all the bad things they said behind my back!

I did try to go out with you..but somehow when I hear you talking to him on the phone in front of me it just gets on my nerves..u know how much I just feel like standing up n walk away? No you don't get it..and don't know..so I choose to just keep quiet and ignore..I can't possibly ask u to leave him since you love him so much..and i seriously hate the 4 of them!! so That's about it..I don't want to tolerate anymore! Call Me childish but I really don't care! I'm so  sick and tired already...

I'm so sorry...I'll keep and cherish our memories in my heart..wish you all the best in life..I know it's ridiculous to you..but like I mentioned.. how much I explain you won't understand how I'm feeling now.. sorry..