Haih I really can see now that this world is full of bad ppl with evil intentions..wolves in sheeps clothing...two faces...I guess when u grow older u will realise this someday..


How stupid I am last time to think tht I have great happy life wit super nice frens..till now I finally realise this world is not like what u think it is.. T.T I was so naive last time tht I thought I live in lala land or living in a fairytale life..wad a fool!

While working today a good fren of mine told me n mei ying tht gt some girls in my class talking bad abt me T.T n they were like the person u nvr thought will talk bad abt u..infront of me they r so nice..I thought they were nice ppl too..I nvr expected they will say such things bout me when I din even gossip or talk bad abt thm b4..really hurts me..it doubles the hurt when u are the sensitive person like me.. I nearly cried to mei...what they say r so mean..T.T

I really dun like it when someone talks bad abt me..its like wtf I did!?!?

Nowdays I really felt upset n I realise I don't have much confidence in myself anymore ..I know I'm not perfect already..it makes me feel worst especially whn I hear abt those bad things ppl say abt me..I guess I must really b a bad person :( I'm so dissapointed with myself T.T I don't even have a partner to share my feelings with..I really envy those sweet couples..

There's one thing ppl shud realise is being pretty doesnt mean its good..do u know tht they have their own problems? Have u ever been hated n talked bad abt frm like so many girls which u do nt knw? I don't think u wanna knw hw it feels like..it sucks so bad tht u won't understnd y this people wanna talk abt u? I din do anythn wrong to thm! They will comment on wad u wear, how u tie ur hair, ur voice, etc. Why can't they try to make frens with me n understnd tht I'm nt like tht? Why do ppl like to judge a book by its cover?

I'm just dissapointed with myself..totally loose confidence to myself..I'm totally no good of a person after all..I don't deserve such good person as my partner..I'm nt even as good looking as everyone says.. :( owh how I wish I'm normal in the nt pretty n nt ugly group..I guess life wud b easier
But I'm glad I have some good frens around me who is on the same boat as me :)

everyone have their own problems. Life on earth is miserable..the best is keep smilling no matter how sad u are n try to make everyday a bright day!

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