i always wonder why i live in this shadow of fear tht i wait n hope but it doesnt appear...

i dont understand why i have to keep waiting..sick n tired of it..

but heck at the end of the day i will end up waiting :(

in my heart..i silently hope n wait..

but at the end of the day..i come home dissapointed..i wonder why i keep hoping n waiting fr this day tht will nvr come..frm the outside i look n pretend like nth's wrong...

n i knw it myself tht i shudnt hope n wish for anythn after going through so many things..n i often remind myself everyday.."dont put ur hopes high..it wont happen..it doesnt..we're just saying it for fun.."

but its nt like tht in my heart D:



whyyy iss itt allwaayyss complliiicaatteedd?! :(

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