silence in my heart..

the sudden silence in my heart..

is killing me...

I can't help but to let tears roll down my eyes every minute I'm alone...

I cried n cried on my bed..

I feel so lonely n depress...

I really dun want it to end so fast..

I really want to save our rship..

its so suffering when I have to smile infront of everyone n pretend I'm alright...

when the truth is I'm dying inside..

I only can cry on the inside..

its really painful..

I know crying wont help..

bt I really dun wanna end our rship..its really killing me tht I have to move on..

my face really looks dead..

n I still have to move on...

such a painful road..

even painful then the one before this..

I feel so helpless that I only can cry on my bed everyday..n then smile agn..

a show for people to see..

bt the fact I really want to hide n cry my eyes out..

n still it wouldnt be enough..

I only can helplessly wait n wait

and hope he really comes back to me...I hope the day will come soon where he realised n regrets n come back...I want him back! :'(

its really painful...

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