Yes indeed!

YES!

I dont need anyone who doesnt need me..

:)

I like this quote!

gives me a push sometimes!

Good motivation to me :)

Just feeling a little discouraged lately..

all the interviews I went came back with nothing..

BUT

i wont give up!!

I always make it to the last stage but failed at the group discussion part..

i finally know why..

NOT MATURED ENOUGH!

i dont think deep into things and so my answers are shallow!

:(

well...its true..

I'm so used to talking and being childish with my friends..

and its about time i change!

 I  have to grow up if i really want this job!

so now i'm reading a lot and watching a lot of well..shows that contributes to my knowledge?

I dont wanna be shallow! RAWR!

I need to get my job! I NEED IT!

and I'll do whatever it takes!

I'm also mixing around with a lot of adult people lately..

well..minus the two dudes I'm always hanging around with..

*aherm*

so I know I'm changing!

Honestly i sometimes feel speechless nowadays talking to my friends..

nothing much to say i guess...

except to close close friends :D

thats a different storyy~

so now I know that i should talk more and mingle around more!

i need to see and meet more people..

so I'm gonna welcome myself to the big peoples world!

and learn to be one!

no more childish!

I cannot be an ordinary teenager!

I have to..HAVE TO..be mature!

and GROW UP!!!