i dun wanna see..

i dun wanna know..

i dun wanna hear...

i dun wanna care...

most importantly..

i dun wanna cry anymore

for any stupid person or reasons!!

enough! i live for myself n god!

=)

its a one man show!

i have seen enough...go through enough..

i felt the pain enough! i dun eveer wanna go through it again!

i hate those feelings!

especially when u concentrate on something too much..

and work too hard for tht something!

n just hope for the littlest results..

just a tiny little appreciation..which can make u smile your way to sleep

n u get nothing in return! just pain and tears!

so i tell myself everyday..

i will not change myself for no one!

except my creator!

i dun wanna live for man!

NO MORE!

i dun care if no one loves me back in return!

i dun wanna care anymore!

i just wanna let everything go!

and say BYE BYE bravely!

n wont turn back!

i wan my old attitude to cme back!

the time when i tell myself..

"its their lost for not having u.."

or

"once your chance is gone..i wont look back anymore..u can beg or try so hard..i wont give u a chance anymore..u made the decision earlier n make sure u dont regret or change ur mind..if u do...sry to say i wont even look at u anymore!"

full of pride?

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not good...but without tht pride sometimes i feel weak...

and easily hurt..

i dunno wad to do now...

so i'm just walking blindly n pretending nth happened...

n i know time will heal my pain =)

i just nidda be patient n wait...