i'm reading it over n over agn.. T.T

i felt touched..but i knw i shudnt..
i want to smile n feel happy..bt i knw if i do..i'm gonna pull myself back into this pain..i finally managed to hardened my feelings on him..act as if he's nt thr even if he's beside me..D: but it epicly failed..especially whn im doing nth..i'll just flash back all the things fr the past 1 n a half yrs..@@

im suffocating like mad..@@ n ytd while breathing i felt pain on my chest..especially whn i breathe in.. D: it lasted fr awhile..am i okay??

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