Sunday, February 12, 2012

the commitment

D: well..recently everythn was great..

except for the fact tht i'm feeling rather uncomfortable n scared whn i see u arnd :o
and feel a little pressure + stress..i really dunno what reaction to give u..just feel awkward n scared when i see u x(

i mean..u treat me SO good..too good infact that i knw i dont deserve it x( im really nt worth it n im nt sure why u are spending so much for me n trying so hard?

you are so far the first tht touched my heart x) first time among all guys tht chased me..u r the first tht is so sincere..really if i hv a choice..i wish i can have feelings fr u n we can live happily ever after tgt..too bad things dont just go the way fairytales does..

but never the less, im willing to give u a chance to try out with me..well it may also consider as a chance fr me too..i mean..who knws rite? :) an opportunity is all i can offer u for now..u really are so good,loving,caring n nice..bt im sorry to say..i cant promise u anythn...i cant gurantee or promise u tht i will give u back the sort of love/feelings you're expecting..so dun put ur hopes too high..however i will try my best to make things work out.. but just slow dwn k? :3 im still scared..no idea why lol..give me some time.. we can absolutely try x) no harm done anyways haha..

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