Where did u go?

Can anyone tell me..where did my best friend go?
it seems like her soul transformed into someone I can barely recognise.. D:

yes.. I'm pissed and rather disappointed :(
She used to listen to my problems and give me advise/ calms me down.. and now it's like all she ever says is "whatever lah! " or "huh..whaaat? I didn't hear" *playing with her handphone*
What a bummer? Gawd! I really want the old her back!

now when I have feeling I nidda let out I go to my other 2listeners rather then my very own best friend..I'm lost..what is the actual meaning behind BEST FRIENDS?

I'm disappointed enough with my life..
And now this...*sigh* how long more I have to face this crap? T.T my only good listener just went to ns.. the other is somewhere over the rainbow where I hardly even see her but just chat online..

God.. I beg u..please help me? Bring back my cheerful life back ? I hate being so down, oppressed and depressed.. T.T it's suffering.. I hate being so lonely...

I wish the old you will come back..I can't figure out Why u become so unreasonable and I have to say rather spoilt :( really upsets me to see my best friend becoming a stranger day by day..going separate paths, not clicking like we used to...

I guess this is what I call irony of life.

It's me signing off once again.. and I'm not happy today..