Is it me?

Is it me? Is it my attitude? Is it my problem? Can someone tell me?

I just wished I knew the reason why you are keeping quiet..why you don't dare to ask?

On the outer, really I do look so happy.. always smiling, But inside..do you know it hurts? Do you know how much I cry every Night for those unwanted memories you gave me? I really don't know what to do... I've prayed so hard..so I guess all thats left is to wait n let time heal me :( definitely a painful process *sigh* I just want to quickly fly..fly off somewhere..anywhere But here..