Wow.. it's been a while my dear bloggie! And I'm back again to fret and distress.. argh..I really need a place to let go of my feelings and here is the only place I can find now...
So here goes...the title would be silent killer..why? Well..since I join the world of the airlines..things are much more complicated.. and it's what I've expected before I joined so yeah...and I know it's gonna be a rough road..all the judging and gossiping had just begun.. it's not really a pretty sight seeing phony humbugs everyday.. it's tiring...I wonder how some can last so long...nevertheless.. ITS JUST THE BEGINNING! there's a lot more I have to pick up n learn to live a strong n independent life!
Moving on..
Like I mentioned..judging is issue number one in class...yes although everyone might seem okay in class but you know la..ladies drama.. behind the back all pokes here n there ..but there are SOME who are honest enough to tell it out..so yeap it's good..my comments aren't as bad as some..but they mentioned I need to change? Yes I agree people need to change and to learn..I know.. but just saying...I'm not what u guys think I am...as in I'm not really myself when I'm in the academy..I'm not really a baby as everyone calls me..it's just a show I put on to stay neutral.. thanks to my cute little squeaky voice..
I'm in the process of growing up... sometimes I might be childish ..but most of the time I just choose to keep my mouth shut.. in this field..it's hard to stay long if people start talking about u etc. So it's best to keep a low profile..but apart from that..there's another side of me none of you had witness before...I've never shown my grumpy side and I've never been angry yet.. so...don't step on me..Im not always nice and I won't treat you like how I normally look once u step on me..
The meaning behind the title would be..
A silent person is always the scariest..
Heard of the term "wolf in sheep's clothing"? Yeah... be observant..things aren't always as it looks.. I don't really like people calling me baby / childish but I'm just putting it aside for now.. as to me I don't need any of u to know who I really am...at the end of the day..this is how I protect myself from threats.. I choose not to show u my harsh side..I choose to play dumb n act innocent.. :)
Conclusion: isn't that why my comments aren't as harsh as others? They just ask me to grow up.. hehe...whereas others are being judge left right center about everything they do..so people...be neutral.. be humble..be low profiled...
Let them bully you for now...let them comment on you...but at the end of the day..who becomes queen is always the silent ones.. just saying! :P
Btw.. I'm excited / scared of the feeling of moving out alone next feb.. suddenly feels like I'm just a small fry in a big big dangerous world...can I survive?? *Wonders* we'll soon find out whether I blogged or not in future abt this adventurous road I'm gonna take xD
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