It's been awhile ei?
travelling everywhere is indeed a joyful ride.. nevertheless there are times u just wanna breakdown..
Why?
the people you're with...
They just make you wanna run away back to home..the only place I will ever feel comfortable in.. with parents care and Love...
Sadly, I only appreciate it when I moved out..during the immature phase.. there was a thought.. "How I wish I can move out!" . But now all I miss is my home..my family...feel sorry I can't even make it home for any of their birthdays..even mother's day I'm all alone here in kuching.. all u will ever feel is loneliness!
In addition, with the rough day I had with housemates.. really makes me wanna stay home so badly..going home after work everyday now is like going to an awkward place..it doesn't feel homely anymore after the small argument.. I guess it's just me..I usually feel awkward after arguing with someone..can't really get along after that..Taurus is forever stubborn!
Damn, I hate that bitch as well...ever since the so call misunderstanding we had during training due to her sensitivity, I never liked her anymore..I guess time reveals ones true colours.. she's not the person I imagine she is..and now every move and saliva she spits out annoys me to the Max!
Sadly she doesn't realise Why she's so damn lonely all the time...bitch wake up pls? Cant u see the way u speak stinks?! If u want to shoot someone please make sure you're 100% perfect! Can't even speak proper English then u come with all your stupid accusations cause u can't understand my simple status.. u claim that I treat u guys like stupid ppl? Well lady, if u don't understand then don't make a big fuss on things n again pretend like u are the prettiest and greatest...bitch please! After u remove your makeup you just look like every other ordinary girl...so what if u look gorgeous after u doll up? So what if u USED to be a model? Do I look like I give a damn? no I don't! I said I feel like a refugee sitting by the road side...did I say it's u guys who made me a refugee? Eh please brush up on your English before u bitch around...u are just embarrassing yourself! sorry to say...I have never treated u as my friend...my business Why should I tell u? Mind your own business can? Only know how to gossip, bitch and act smart u nosy eejit!
Haih... nvm.. finally all of this is out of my chest...thanks bloggie! I know most of my posts are always complaints and anger towards some eejit.. well sorry to say..this is the only place I have to let out my feelings with a little much more privacy.. don't read it..I don't care ;)
Something like a public diary to me..
Lately thinking too much...this really kills me! Gahh! Well now all I wanna do is go back to KL.. and then go back to my real home where all the people there loves me..
Oh yeah...rmb I was depressed for over 6 months? yeah the breakup.. and I gt mad because of that..guess what? We're back and going steady! One month passed...I wonder how long more we will be able to be strong and keep going...hope there won't be anymore obstacles between us..may it be a smooth and steady ride like how it is now! Please don't let our Love die out in the flames <3 Love him to the Max!! the only darling that understands me inside out!
ANYWAYS, Proficiency test is coming in few days time...wish me luck guys! XD and I'll see u soon my dear blog! Goodnight & sweet dreams!
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